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14 October 2023

Except ye be as little children.

I once heard a man refer to this world, as the play world, for said he, we are all children here, and we create the environment that we desire. 

As a child at play can turn a chair into a tower or a prancing steed, so we, in this world, can make real for the moment whatever we imagine.


Has it never filled you with amusement that absolute vividness of the imagination of children? 

A child says unblushingly, and with conviction—

That rug is a gardenthat plank in the floor is a riverthat chair is a castleand I am a king.

Why does he say these things? 

How can he say these things? 

Because—

And here is the point—

He still subconsciously remembers the life out here, which he so lately left. 

He has carried over with him into the life of earth something of his lost freedom and power of imagination.


That does not mean that all things in this world are imaginary—far from it. 

Objects here—objects existing in tenuous matter—are as real, and comparatively substantial, as with you, but there is the possibility of creation here—

Creation in a form of matter even more subtle still—thought-substance.

If you create something on earth in solid matter, you create it first in thought substance, but there is this difference between your creation and ours—

Until you have moulded solid matter around your thought-pattern, you do not believe that the thought-pattern really exists, save in your own fancy.

We out here can see the thought-creations of others if weand theywill do so.


We can also, and I tell you this, for your comfort, we can also see your thought-creations, and by adding the strength of our will to yours, we can help you to realise them in substantial form.

Sometimes, we build here, bit by bit, in the four-dimensional world, especially when we wish to leave a thing for others to see and enjoy, or when we wish a thing to survive for a long time. 

A thought form is visible to all highly developed spirits.

Of course, you understand that not all spirits are highly developed. 

In fact, very few are far progressed, but the dullest man out here has something, which most of you have lost―

The faith in his own thought-creations.


Now, the power, which makes creation possible, is not lost to a soul when it takes on solid matter again. 

But the power is gradually overcome, and the imagination is discouraged by the incredulity of mature men and women who say constantly to the child—

That is only play; that is not really so; that is only imagination.


If you print these letters, I wish you would insert here fragments from the wonderful poem of Wordsworth, Intimations of Immortality from Recollections of Early Childhood.

Our birth is but a sleep and a forgetting;

The Soul that rises with us, our life’s Star,

Hath had elsewhere its setting,

And cometh from afar

Not in entire forgetfulness,

And not in utter nakedness,

But trailing clouds of glory do we come

From God, who is our home

Heaven lies about us in our infancy!

Shades of the prison-house begin to close

Upon the growing Boy,

But he beholds the light, and whence it flows,

He sees it in his joy;

The Youth, who daily farther from the east

Must travel, still is Nature’s Priest,

And by the vision splendid

Is on his way attended;

At length the Man perceives it die away,

And fade into the light of common day.


There is almost no limit to the possibilities of the imagination, but to get the full power of it, one must trust one’s imagination. 

If you say to yourself constantly, as the mother says to the child, But this is only play; this is not real, you never can make real the things you have created in thought.

The imagination itself is like a child and must be encouraged and believed in, or it cannot develop and do its perfect work.

It is really fortunate for some of you that I am out here. 


I can do more for you here than there because I have even greater faith in my imagination than I had before.

The man who called this the play world has been trying all sorts of experiments with the power in himself. 

I have not his permission to tell the stories he tells me, but they would surprise you. 

For one thing, he helped his wife, after his so-called death, to carry out a joint plan of theirs, which had seemed impossible to them before because of their lack of real faith. 

It was for the erection of a certain kind of house.

But do not fancy that most people here are trying to build houses on earth—far from it.

Most of my fellow-citizens are willing to work where they are, and to let the earth alone. 

Of course, there are dreamers like me who are not satisfied with one world and who like to have their fingers in both, but they are rather rare—as poets are rare on earth. 

To most men, the world they happen to be in is sufficient for the time being.

There is a certain fancy of mine, however, which will amuse me to help realise on earth.

You may not know that I am doing it, but I shall know. 

I would not, for the world, as you say, disturb anybody by even the thought that I am fussing around in affairs, which now are theirs. 


But, if unseen and unfelt, I can help with the power of my self-confident imagination—there will be no harm done and I shall have demonstrated something.

03 October 2023

What is the spiritual dreamland?

I have not been to see you for some time, for I have been trying an experiment.


Since coming to this country, I have so often seen men and women lying in a state of subjective enjoyment
of dreamif I may use the word, that I have long wanted to spend a few days alone with my interior self in that same state. 

My reason for hesitating was that I feared to dream too long, and thus to lose valuable timeboth yours and mine.

But when I expressed to the Teacher one day my desire to visit the greater dreamland lying within my own brain, also my fear that I might be slow in waking, he promised that he would come and wake me in exactly seven days of earthly time if I had not already aroused myself.

For, he said, you can set an alarm clock in your own brain, which can always be relied upon.


This I know from old experience, but I had feared that the psychic sleep might be deeper than the ordinary sleep, and that the alarm clock might not go off at the appointed time.

I have heard much comment, so doubtless have you, on the fact that spirits, when they return to communicate with their friends, say, as a rule, so little about their celestial life. 

The reason is, I fancy, that they despair of making themselves understood should they attempt to describe their existence, which is so different from that of earth.

Now, most souls, when they have been out some time, fall into that state of reverie, or dream, which I had so long desired to experience for myself. 

Some souls awake at intervals and show an occasional interest in the things and people of the earth, but if the sleep is deep, and if the soul is willing, or desirous to leave things of the earth behind, the subconscious state may last uninterruptedly, for years, or even for centuries. 

But a soul that could stay asleep for centuries would probably be one that was living according to long rhythmthe normal rhythm of humanity.

So, when I went into the deep sleep, I went into it with a spell upon myself not to remain too long.

Oh; it was wonderfulthat dream-country in my own self! 

Theosophists would perhaps say that I had taken a rest in the bliss of devachan. 

No matter what one calls it. 

It was an experience worth remembering.


I closed my eyes and went in

Deeper than thought, where the restless waves of life are still, and the soul is face-to-face with itself, and with all the wonders of its own past. 

There is nothing, but loveliness in that sleep. 

If one can bring back the dreams, as I did, the sojourn there is an adventure beyond comparison.

I went in to enjoy, and I enjoyed. 

I found there the simulacrum of everyone whom I had ever loved. 

They smiled at me, and I understood the mystery of them, and why we had been drawn together.

I refound, too, my old dreams of ambition, and enjoyed the fruit of all my labour on earth. 

It is a rosy world, that inner world of the soul, and the heart’s desire is always found there. 


No wonder that the strenuous life of earth is oftener than not a pain, and a travail, for the dream-life, which follows is so beautiful that the balance must be preserved.

Rest! 

On earth, you know not the meaning of the word. 

I rested only seven days, but so refreshed was I that had I not other worlds to conquer, I should almost have had the courage to return to earth.

Do not neglect restyou who still live the toilsome life in the sunshine. 

For every added hour of true rest, your working capacity is increased. 

Have no fear. 

You are not wasting time when you lie down and dream. 

As I have said before, eternity is long. 

There is room, for rest in the wayside inns, which dot the path which the cycles tread.

If you want to take a long and devachanic restwhy; take it. 

Take it even on earth if it seems desirable. 

Do not be always grubbingeven at literature. 

Go out and play with the squirrels, or lie by the fire and dream with the household cat. 

The cat that enjoys the drowsy fireside also enjoys catching mice when the mood is on her. 

She cannot be always huntingneither can you.


Just take a dip in devachan some day and see how refreshed you will be when you come out. 

Perhaps I am misusing that word devachan, for I was never very deeply learned in the lore of Theosophy.

I have even heard nirvana described as a state of intense motionso rapid that it seems motionless, like a spinning top, or the wing of a hummingbird. 

But nirvana is not for all mennot yet.

I have hinted at the wonders of my seven days of blissful rest, but I have not described them. 

How can I? 

A great poet once declared that there was no thought, or feeling, which could not be expressed in words. 

Perhaps he has changed his mind by this time, after being out here some sixty years.


As I went to rest, I commanded my soul to bring back every dream. 

Of course, I cannot say whether some may not have escaped, any more than you can say on waking that you have, or have not, forgotten the deeper experiences of the night. 

But, when I came back into the normal life of this plane that is called astral, I felt like an explorer who returns from a strange journey with wondertales to tell. 

Only I did not tell them. 

To whom should I relate those dreams and visions? 

I would not be a bore, even to disembodied associates. 

Had Lionel been here, I might have entertained him many an hour with my stories, but he is lost to me, for the present.

And, by the way, he seems to have taken little or no devachanic rest. 

Is that because he was so young on coming out that he had not exhausted the normal rhythm? 

Probably. 

Had he remained out here, and grown up, perhaps he also would have sought the deeper interior world. 

But I will not speculate, for this is a record of experiences, not of speculations. 

You can speculate, as well as I, if you think it worthwhile.

I found in my own dreamland a fair, fair face.

No; I am not going to tell you about that; it is my little secret. 

Of course, I found many faces, but one was lovelier than all the others, and it was not the face of the Beautiful Being either. 

The Beautiful Being I meet when I am wide awake. 


I did not encounter her, as an actual presence in sleep, only the simulacrum of her. 

In the deeper dreamland, we see only what is in our brains. 

Things do not exist thereonly the memories of things, and the imagination of them.

Imagination creates in this world, as in yoursit actually moulds the tenuous substance, but, in the greater dreamland, I do not think that we mould in substance. 

 It is a world of light and shadow pictures, too subtle to be described.


Even before this experience, I had gone into the memories of my own past, but I had not revelled in them
had not indulged myself to the extent of conjuring with light and shade. 

But, oh! what is the use? 

There are no words to describe it. 

Can you describe the perfume of a rose, as you once said yourself? 

Can you tell how a kiss feels? 

Could you even describe the emotion of fear, so that one who had not felt it, by former experience in this life, or some other, would know what you meant? 

No more can I describe the process of spiritual dreaming.

Revel to your heart’s content in fancyin memorywhile you are still in the bodyand yet I think that you will have only the shadow of a shadow of what I experienced in those seven daysthe recollection of a reflection of the real dream. 


The reflection of a reflection! 

I like that phrase. 

It suggests a clear picture, though not a direct impression. 

Try dreaming, then, even on earth, and maybe you will get a reflection of a reflection of the pictured joys of the spiritual dreamland.

22 September 2023

A man seeks what he desires.

By the vividness with which you feel my presence at times, you can judge of the intensity of the life that I am living.

I am no pallid spook, dripping with grave-dew.

I am real and quite as wholesome—or so it seems to me—as when I walked the earth in a more or less unhealthy body.

It would have been amazing had you been afraid of me.

But there are those who would be if they should sense my presence as you sense it.

One night, I knocked at the door of a friend’s chamber, half expecting a welcome.

He jumped out of bed in alarm, then jumped back again, and pulled the blanket over his head.

He was really afraid that it might be I!

So, as I did not wish to be responsible, for a case of heart failure, or for a shock of hair, which, like that in the old song, turned white in a single night, I went quietly away.

Doubtless he persuaded himself next day that there were mice in the wainscotting.

Had you been afraid of me though, I should have been ashamed of you, for you know better.

Most persons do not.

It is a real pleasure for me to come back and talk with you sometimes.


There are no friends like old friends, and the society of sylphs and spirits would never quite satisfy me if all those whom I had known and loved should turn their backs on me.

Speaking of sylphs, I met the Teacher last night, and asked him if that French magician I told you about could really make good his promise to his aerial companion and help her to acquire the kind of soul essential to incarnation on earth as a woman.

His answer was No.


Of course, I asked him why, and he answered that the elemental creatures, or units of force, inhabiting the elements, as we use that term, could not, during this life cycle, step out of their element into the human.

Can they ever do so? I asked.

I do not know, he replied, but I believe that all the less evolved units around the earth are working in the direction of man; that the human is a stage of development, which they will all reach some day, but not in this life cycle.

I asked the Teacher if he knew the magician in question, and he answered that he had known him, for a thousand years, that long ago, in a former life, the Paris magician had placed his feet upon the path, which leads to power, but that he had been sidetracked by the desire for selfish pleasures and that he might wander a long time before he found his way back to real and philosophical truth.

Is he to be blamed or pitied? I asked.

Pity cuts no figure in the problem, the Teacher replied. 

A man seeks what he desires.

After the Teacher went away, I began asking myself questions.

What was I seeking, and what did I desire?

The answer came quickly—

Knowledge.

A year ago, I might have answered power, but knowledge is the forerunner of power.

If I get true knowledge, I shall have power enough.

It is because I want to give to you, and possibly to others, a few scraps of knowledge, which might be inaccessible to you by any other means, that I am coming back, and coming back, time after time, to talk with you.

The greatest bit of knowledge that I have to offer you is this—

By the exercise of will, a man can retain his objective consciousness after death.

Many persons out here sink into a sort of subjective bliss, which makes them indifferent, as to what is going on upon the earth or in the heavens.

I could do so myself, easily.


As I believe I have said before, while man on earth has both subjective and objective consciousness, but functions mostly in the objective, out here he has still subjective and objective consciousness, but the tendency is towards the subjective.

At almost any time, on composing yourself, and looking in, you can fall into a state of subjective bliss, which is similar to that enjoyed by souls on this side of the dividing line called death.

In fact, it is by such subconscious experience that man has learned nearly all he knows, regarding the etheric world.

When the storms and passions of the body are stilled, man can catch a glimpse of his own interior life, and that interior life is the life of this fourth-dimensional plane.

Please do not accuse me of contradicting myself or of being obscure; I have said that the objective consciousness is as possible with us, as the subjective is with you, but that the tendency is merely the other way.

You may remember a pair of lovers about whom I wrote you a few weeks ago.

He had been out here some time, and had waited for her, and helped her over the uncertain marshlands, which lie between the two states of existence.


I saw these lovers again the other day, but they were not at all excited by my appearance.

On the contrary, I fancy that I put them out somewhat by awakening them—by calling them back from the state of subjective bliss into which they have sunk since being together at last.

While he waited for her all those years, he kept himself awake by expectation; while still on earth, she was always thinking of him out here, and so the polarity was sustained.

Now they have each other; they are in the little home, which he built for her with so much pleasure out of the tenuous materials of this tenuous world; they see each other’s faces whether they look out or in; they are content; they have nothing more to attain—or so they tell each other—and they consequently sink back into the arms of subjective bliss.

Now this state of bliss, of rumination, they have a right to enjoy.

No one can take it from them.

They have earned it by activity in the world and elsewhere; it is theirs by rhythmic justice.

They will enjoy it, I fancy, for a long time, living over the past experiences, which they have had together and apart.

Then, some day, one or the other of them will become surfeited with too much sweetness; the muscles of his or her soul will stretch for want of exercise; he or she will give a spiritual yawn, and by the law of reaction, pass out—not to return.


Where will he or she go, you ask?

Why, back to the earth, of course!

Let us imagine him or her awakening from that subjective state of bliss, which is known to them as attainment, and going for a short promenade in blessed and wholesome solitude.

Then, with a sort of morning alertness in the heart, and the eye, he or she draws near to a pair of earthly lovers.

Suddenly, the call of matter, the eager, terrible call of blood and warmth, of activity raised to the nth power, catches the half-awakened soul on the ethereal side of matter, and—

He has again entered the world of material formation.

He is sunk and hidden in the flesh of earth.

He awaits birth.

He will come out with great force—by reason of his former rest.

He might even become a captain of industry if he is a strong unit.

But I began by saying he or she.

Let me change the figure.

The man would be almost certain to awake first—by reason of his positive polarity.

Now, in drawing this imaginary picture of my lovers, I am not making a dogma of the way in which all souls return to earth.

I am merely guessing how these two will return, for she would probably follow him speedily when she awoke and found herself alone.

And the reason why I fancy they will return in that way is because they are indulging themselves in too much subjective bliss.


When will they go back? I cannot say.

Perhaps next year, perhaps in a hundred years.

Not knowing the numerical value of their unit of force, I cannot guess how much subjective bliss they can endure without a violent reaction.

I am sure that you are wondering if some day I shall myself sink into that state of bliss, which I have described.

Perhaps. I should enjoy it—but not for long and not yet.

However, I have no sweetheart out here to enjoy it with me.

27 August 2023

What are the archives of the soul?

I have spoken of a determination to visit other planets when my work of writing these letters is ended, but I must not neglect to say that I consider such journeys to and fro in the universe of far less spiritual value than those of other journeys, which I have made, and shall make into the deep places of my own self. 

Travelling in actual space and time is important to a man, that he may gain knowledge of other lands and peoples, see the differences between these peoples and himself and learn the causes thereof; yet quiet meditation is even a greater factor in growth if a man whose spiritual perceptions are open can do but one of these two things, it would be better for him to sit in a cabin in the backwoods and seek in his own soul for the secrets which it guards, than to travel without such self-examination to the ends of the earth.

Get acquainted with your own soul. 

Know why you do this or that, why you feel this or that. 

Sit quietly when in doubt about any matter and let the truth rise from the deeps of yourself. 


Examine your motives always. 

Do not say I ought to do this act for such and such a reason; therefore, I do it for that reason.

Such argument is self-deception. 

If you do a kind act, ask yourself why. 

Perhaps you can find even in a kind action a hidden motive of self-seeking. 

If you should find such a motive, do not deny it to yourself. 

Acknowledge it to yourself, although you need not advertise it on the walls of your dwelling. 

Such a secret understanding will give you a greater sympathy and comprehension in judging the motives of others.

Strive always for the ideal, but do not label every emotion as an ideal emotion if it is not really that. 

Speak the truth to yourself. 

Until you can dare to do that, you will make little progress in the quest for your own soul.

Between earth lives is a good time to meditate, but one should form the habit of meditation while still in the flesh. 

Habits formed in the flesh have a tendency to continue after the flesh is laid aside. 

That is a reason why one should keep as free as possible from physical habits.


I have made wonderful discoveries in the archives of my own soul. 

There, I have found the memories of all my past, back to a time almost unbelievably distant. 

In seeing how the causes set up in one life have produced their effects in another life, I have learned more than I shall learn on my coming tour of the planets.

Everything exists in the soul; all knowledge is there. 

Grasp that idea if you can. 

The infallible part of us is the hidden part and it is for us to bring it to light. 

Do you understand now why I advise the disembodied to break away from the distractions and the dazzling mirages of the earthly life? 

Only in the stillness of detachment can the soul yield up her secrets. 

It is not that I am indifferent to earthly loves; on the contrary, I love more deeply than ever all those whom I loved on earth, but I realise that if I can love them wisely instead of unwisely, it will be better for them and for me.

Yet the call of the earth is loud sometimes and my heart answers from this side of the veil.