God is not mocked.

Take comfort; be certain that God is not mocked; be certain also He leads you every step of the way, and if you have chosen the hard rough path during physical life, then it means this, and this alone—

That free from the body, either in the sleep state, or when the physical body is laid aside, you will have that sweet content, that perfect harmony, that unlimited joy, which only close communion with the Divine can bring to you now or in the great Hereafter.