Oh, horror! they were my own past misdeeds, my own evil thoughts and desires, which had been prompted by this very man beside me and which nestling in my heart had formed those links between us that held me to him now.
Franchezzo's revulsion causes the waves of magnetic ether on which the music and images are borne to him to waver and break and vanish, leaving him alone with his tempter, with his voice sounding in his ears, pointing out to him how he might enjoy all these delights if he will join him and be his pupil. His words fall on deaf ears, his promises do not allure him. In his heart is only a horror of all these things, only a wild longing to free himself from his presence.
Franchezzo gets up and turns from him but finds he cannot move a step. An invisible chain holds him fast and with a derisive laugh of rage and triumph, his dark ancestor calls out –
Go, since you will have none of my favors or my promises. Go now and see what awaits you.
Franchezzo cannot move a step and begins to feel a strange alarm creeping over him and a strange numbness of limbs and brain. A mist seems to gather round and enfolds him in its chill embrace, while phantoms of awful shape and giant-size draw near. To his horror, he recognises these forms as his own past misdeeds, his own evil thoughts and desires, which this very man has prompted and which have formed those links that hold Franchezzo to him now.
A wild, fierce, cruel laugh breaks from him at his discomfiture. He points to these weird shapes and bids him see what he is, who thinks himself too good for his company. The hall grows darker and darker and wave on wave the grim phantoms crowd round him, each growing more fearful as they gather, hemming him in on every side, while below his feet a great vault or pit opens in which he sees or seems to see a seething mass of struggling human forms. His fearful ancestor shakes in wild paroxysms of rage and fiendish laughter and, pointing to the gathering phantoms bids them hurl him into the black pit. Suddenly a star gleams above them in the darkness and from it falls a ray of light like a rope, which he grasps with both his hands. As the folds of light diffuse themselves around him, he is drawn up, out of that dark place, away from that fearful palace.
When Franchezzo recovers from his astonishment (and relief) at his release, he finds himself in the open country with Faithful Friend and his Eastern guide making passes over him, for he is much shaken and exhausted with the struggle. His guide addresses him kindly and tells him that he has permitted this trial so that his knowledge of the true nature of the man he has just left should be his best protection in future against his wiles and schemes for his enslavement. Franchezzo's guide says to him –
So long as you thought of this man with pride or respect as an ancestor and one who had any ties to you, so long would his power to influence you continue but now your own sense of horror and repugnance will act as a repelling power to keep his influence away from you. Your will is as strong as his and you need no other protection. In the interview just past, you allowed your senses to be beguiled and your will paralysed by this dark being before you were aware and had I not rescued you, he might, though for a time only, have made you his subject and have done you serious injury. Take heed now while you yet remain in his sphere that you do not again lose the sovereignty over yourself, which is your own and which no man can usurp unless your wavering will allows him to do so. I leave you again, my son, to follow your pilgrimage, which will soon, however, draw to its close and I bid you be of good cheer since your reward will come from her whom you love and who loves you and sends ever her most tender thoughts to you.
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Summertime – Anders Zorn
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