What is in the garden of your mind?

You could have saved much suffering, and many chills of the heart and mind, if only you could have believed in the good intentions of the Father towards you, personally, during your daily life.

If you could have believed in that which came only by the power of the Holy Spirit—if you could have believed—much suffering, much, much misunderstanding would have been avoided and the enemy dispatched over the border never to return again.

But because the desire was there and yet the obstacles were too great, God will restore the years, and not only restore, but show—yes; lay it out before your very sight—what that time of waiting, of sadness, of unwilling doubt, has produced in the garden of the mind, because—and only because—you wished with all your heart you could have done better, that you could have held on to faith undismayed, could have shown your faith without hesitation of misgiving.